Monday, August 11, 2008

Bury the angels


Sometimes, angels are nazis
Sometimes, they don't come on Earth to help you directly, but to prevent you from choosing ways. But they don't do that kindly...

By hurting you, by beating you, by killing you, they put you in such mental dispositions that you have to choose other ways. The roads you didn't ever think to walk on. The roads you even absolutely refused to walk on before. You suffer now in order to suffer less tomorrow. But the only main problem is that you know you suffer less only the day after. You don't know it the present day.

You never know when you live bad things that they will be so useful for you in the future.
You never know when you go through such awful stories that these stories will prevent you from living other ones like them the day after.
You never know the new man you've become when you first died once.
You never know you would one day forgive and even thank your own rapers, your own murderers, cause they gave you so much power, so much force.
You never know you would only feel pity, and no hatred, for your old enemies.

When you know it, you can bury these angels.
"Die For Me" & "Kill Me Twice" are recorded.

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